My kitty won’t stop kissing me and while it’s quite precious, I wouldn’t be offended if she’d stop for a bit.

I’m a little lonely today.
My lovey is at work until 9 and I don’t really know what to do.
Since I got back to Florida, I feel a little disconnected from my previous life.
No fault of anyone, I’m sure.
I just feel like I’m in a different point in my life than my friends.

I’ve been missing the kind of girl friends you have that sit and talk to you for hours about absolutely nothing. 
And just having girl’s nights in general.
I think it’s harder for them to want to hang out with me given the recent circumstances, but I wish it didn’t have to be a factor.

I miss Ashley and Emily a lot.
It sucks that Ashley is so far away and that it has been that way for what feels like an eternity now.
She’s just a goofball and I could really use that right now. The sense of really enjoying your best friend’s company.
And Emily - I just miss talking.
I miss being able to talk about anything ever.
I hate how time can erase so much of the good times and replace them with bad times.
I’d give everything in the universe to have my best friends here with me now.

Tim is a good man.
I’m extremely lucky.
I wish I was happier for him. I feel bad.
But the part of having the best friend you can always go to and see is missing.
And until I have that back, it’s hard.